dear my love

dear my lovely T


it's about 2.35 in the morning and i can't close my eyes although for a while ,, i dunno what's going on with me ,, too worry to you and really i miss you. in every minute i think that im the most useless girl in the world, if you know how much i feel this way ............... i love you , I'll go anything for you .. you is the best part of my life and i won't let it go or hurt it. when you with her... thats not mean that Im jealous but i feel other way... i know i know its crazy too feel it.. its freak thing i know........... :( sorry for that I'll not hurt you again I'll let you if you want to play with or what the hell..... i miss you i love you just dont silent on me really sorry csause i can't be enough good for you like her



with love
c.l

in the middle of september

i still remember how you held my hand in the middle of september, where we still play in the rain.. and you made a beautiful memories with me

november

:) he-yo, today i will discus about November in my life. ok if indonesia november is hero's day. :) but in my life it's more than hero's day.

well mungkin untuk beberapa tahun lalu, november tak begitu berarti bagi.ku hanya sekedar bulan pelengkap tahun, tapi sejak 1 setengah tahun lalu aku menyadari jika november lebih dari bulan pelengkap tahun. aku baru menyadari jika banyak hal istimewa yang terjadi di bulan november yang hanya saja tidak aku sadari.

first , aku baru menyadari jika dibulan ini, salah satu teman.ku yang baik yang kini telah rest in peace in heaven berulang tahun. dia adalah salah satu teman yang baik yang pernah ada di dalam hidup. namanya denny. hall yang teragis terjadi padanya, dia meninggal tanpa mengucapkan gud bye pada.ku dan teman lainnya karena penyakit leokimia yang dia sembunyikan dari kita semua.

secondly , bulan november ini pertama kalinya aku kembali ke pulau yang aku sukai, bali :) ya sejak terakhir kali aku kesana saat masih kecil :') sangat mengharuhkan, di bulan ini aku kembali bersama dengan saudaraku dan orang tua.ku. tau apa yang aku lakukan?? hahaha kami menikmati pantai, berjalan dan yeah make a fucking joke ;) ,,meet a guy from Australia called glan adn you know, he whore macbeth shoes,,, god!!! awesome ryt?

third, the most important, i finally found someone who woke me up from imagine world :') ,, and he is mean so much for me,,,, the best thing ever be mine :) ,, aku bahkan nggak pernah nyangka dia bakalan datang di bulan november ini dengan semua yang dia punya, membuatku terbangun dan membuka mata, seakan untuk pertama kalinya aku hidup hihihihi :) and i will never forget how i got my beautiful november :)

hobby baru

heyo :), nice to see you again, eh lagi puasa ya ini, aduh tapi sayangnya kenapa banyak banget gambar gambar makanan :O, jadi kepingin kan -.-'' but its ok, kali ini aku mau ngomongiin hobby baru aku, apa itu?? hahaha lagi belajar jadi cewek ni dan ndak tau kenpa dari tau aku pingin banget belajar bikin cupcake, tau cupcake kan?? hmmm kue enyak itu loh,, brrr bikin ngiler deh,

dari tadi lagi nyari resepnya maunya sih nyoba bikin sendiri, tapi nggak tau lagi jadinya enyak apa engga, :) itung itung kallo sukses nanti kan bisa menghasilkan uang :D
amin

sekedar saran sih

kenapa orang yang ingin membuat seorang wanita melupakan sesuatu selalu berkata " lupakan dia, dia bukan untuk.mu dan bla bla bla " . padahal semakin wanita kalian cekoki dengan kata kata LUPAKAN akan semakin dia ingat. ada beberapa teori yang harus kalian tau.
pertama waita tak suka dengan kata LUPAKAN, karena perasaan mereka lebih peka dan dalm, akan lebih baik jika kalian mengatakan , ,,, dia harus pergi, bukan berarti meninggalkan.mu,kamu harus tau, dia akan selalu ada di hati.mu namun dengan possisi yang berbeda, waktu masih berjalan :) jangan berhenti karena dia tak pernah berhenti berjalan.

life (my eksperimen)

hey :) masih membahas tentang 'hidup' lagi, heheh aku harap nggak bosen ya denger filosofi aku tentang hidup. :) by the way, pernah stay di kamarmandi malem malem tanpa cahaya lampu gak??? hehe, yang belum pernah coba denh, kemarin aku lagi eksperimen aja waktu galau :) . caranya gini. eh tapi lakuin ini kalo kamar mandinya di dalam kamar.mu jadi gak ada yang tau ok ;)

coba kamu masuk, duduk aja dilantainya , basah basah dikit gapapa, ingat jangan pake lampu, tutup pintunya, bawa hape boleh tapi cuma buat music aja. usahain musicnya yang cocok untuk suasana itu. trus matiin cahaya hp.nya. what you will see??? what you will feel?? dark? afraid?? haha itu pertama yang aku rasain. rasanya kayak ada orang yang mau mbunuh kita didalam situ. tapi coba tetep stay, keep calm dan nikmati lagunya. apa yang kamu rasakan??? kegelapan itu lama lama ada sedikit cahaya kan? dan kamu bisa melihat sedikit demi sedikit dan kamu nggak takut lagi?? namun sebaliknya sudah merasa lebih tenang??? hahaha yup eksperimen ini berhubungan sama hidup, tau apa??


" sekalipun kita hidup dalam kegelapan seperti apapun itu situasinya, namun jika kita tetap calm dan strong, akan ada sedikit cahaya, walau hanya sedikit namun cahaya itu akan menuntun kamu menuju ke hal yang lebih baik ,:) nggak ada orang di dunia ini yang di takdirkan merasa sedih disetiap hidupnya, karena alla selalu memberi masing masing dari kita cahay, tergantung kita, bisakah kita menghidupkan cahaya itu atau tidak " :) ....

letter to my lovely lieutenant

dear my lieutenant



hie there sweetheart. i don't really sure that you'll read this letter but i must tell you all i feel to you. hey i got a bad information last day and i hope you was here with me :'). i watched 'letters to juliet' today yeah romatic movie and you what the fucking thing from romantic movie ??? they always show me what should i have or probably what I've want.


you have been gone about months , and i really miss you. you know i still remember your eyes, beautiful eyes i ever knew. dear, i don't know where you know,,,, i don't know what you doing now and what you feel now. i write this letter cause i don't know what i should do to make me calm when you're far away from me. all i did is only wrote your name in the paper and always looking at that. hahaha so pathetic :(


i still can't believe with it all, lost you, all the memories, i can't i can't but i must try , i know ,,, i wish you will never never forget me like i will never forget you,,,, and i hope you will always love me like i always did to you................. i love you lieutenant. i love you


with love
sleeping beauty

Juliet

if I say 'Juliet couplet' who don't know that name?? almost all peoples in the world are know her. she is the girl who become the princess in romeo and juliet story. yeah the romantic story ever heard in the world.

like us, she is just a young girl who feel fall in love with romeo. all her teenager spirit just bring her to the see of love with romeo. all she need is only romeo.. yeah well that's i thought. her love to romeo defeat her fear of hostilities between her dad and romeo's dad. all romeo felt at that time is same as juliet felt.

juliet soul was brought romeo to the somewhere where he could feel so different and special. and romeo really hope that he only a boy, not a romeo. because if he romeo so juliet's family will think that he is their enemy. so terrible, but that's the truth.

romeo defeat his family, and really want to runaway with juliet but really their are not too lucky and their love story end with a dead


but well although their story just end with a dead, but just look at to they love, their true love... all they did and felt really just love, really love only lie or bullshit. if you believe true love, then believe that your heart will bring you to your true love and don't ever give up if you feel in love

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paris "city of love"

sapa yang tidak menggenal paris? indah, modis dan romantis. itu kata dari kebanyakan orang didunia. paris merupakan salah satu icon dari sebuah percintaa. banyak yang bilang kalau france itu memiliki laki laki yang romantis, pandai membuat puisi dan menyanjung hati para wanita disana, benarkah ? haha percaya atau engga itulah yang dikatakan sediat orang dari belahan dunia. setiap sudut kota paris memiliki bumbu bumbu cinta.


paris juga bisa menjadi salah satu pilihan liburan kamu kamu yang suka banget sama fashion yups karena paris emang terkenal dengan kota fashion atau mode, soo engga usah heran kalau wanita wanita disana lebih modis daripada kita. and now i want to share something to you, wish that it use for you if you want to go to paris.
some places could you choose for you vacation in paris :

- Le musee du Louvre (here, there's a original monalisa picture)
- La Tour Eiffel
- musse d'Orsay (ini bekas setasiun kreta, bayangin deh pasti keren abis kan dengan nuansa classic)
- Assemblee Nationele (gedung senat)
-L'Avenue des Champs (di jalan jalan ini ni, bakalan banyak kalian temuin butik2 keren)
- La Place de la Concorde
- greja Le Sazre-Coeur
- Cite des Sciences et de l'industrie

haha nah itu beberapa info tempat yang bisa kalian kunjungi di paris oh ia, kalo kesana mending belajar bahasa prancis dulu ya :)

my big apologisze

to : my lovely daddy

dear dad, hey dad .. don't you know you are the best daddy ever in my life, you're kind people and always care to me. you always try to give all i want and you never protest with all my weird wants. you work hard just for make me happy and just for make me smile. if i need money you will give me and when i got a bad point in class you never mad on me just advice me about things i must to do. now day i make a mistake oh dad how selfish am I? i know maybe it will not hurt you so much but how yeah i must say my big apologize to yu......

just simple quotes

please don't be in love with someone else and please don't have somebody waiting on you cause u r the best thing on my dream and come true

learn for live

aku mungkin hanya seorang remaja kecil yang baru berusia 16 tahun. it's all right. terlalu dini buat-ku untuk berkomentar tentang arti hidup sesungguhnya, tapi bukan kah kita hidup memang untuk belajar hal itu???? mempelajari apa arti hidup sesungguhnya.

life, it's seem like a drama stage in our school, full of colours, actions, lies and marsks. when we were born as i saint in this world we were crying just like and angel found a bad guy in heaven. we tired to looked around us but we found nothng right? yeah we're cried just cause we're realize that we born in the place where everything are lies and bad.

but when we're grow up, we're forget how bad this world. we're start to playing in school and many more... feel how in love with some one and get him/her. don't it look so beautiful??? uh yeah but it's only for awhile .

when we're teenager, we feel like we're not us, just ike losing soul ? and who knows what we're need to do? exactly, all starting dark again when we're teenager, like find our soul come out and change but we do not have a chance to change???? and finally we're know that live it's only for learn and understanding in the fucking drama

. and the best thing you must to know for live is how to make a good friendship and try to not forget them howevere, wherever you are :) and do not ever tell somebody lie or your life will never mean anything when you're in heaven

i'm without them

feel alone, lonely , hurt , wait, and numb

me, when i'm with him and them

aku + bestly + him = haapy

my medicine

my life,,,, pernah dengar dengan yang namanya obat??? pasti kebanyakan dari kalian akan mengira obat itu hanya ada di apotik dan akan di gunakan oleh orang sakit. nyatanya semua salah, obat bukan hanya itu, obat adalah sesuatau yang akan membuat kalian merasa lebih baik. dan dalam hidup ini aku juga mempunyai obat, xenosaga adalah obatku begitu juga loefist dan saghabat sahabat-ku. saat kalin mulai dewasa dan belajar maka kalian akan mengetahuia apa itu kesulitan hidup, merasakan numb, pain, suck, hurt love and anything like i feel now.

did you ever feel that you there in the wrong place? i feel it now, i dunno how to tell it as well but you'll feel it someday. and now i need my medicine. yeah my bestly and my boy, really i want them to stay with me they are the best one for me and they are the best medicine ever. they made mw feel alive and free as bird. guys i need you, i love you ...

my new skecth

hey, do you knwo what i drew? yup it is a chair, in my class, i was draw it in math class, you know what this picture mean?

there's only one chair here with a broken wall and broken book, can you see.. how if this chair is human? so if it you what you feel if you be that chair??

num picture,,,, when i'm feeling so nub i just can be like this

stargazer

hey there guys, :) i got a new news about a new books in my shelves, yup stargazer, the next story of evernight, you better know that bianca become so silly here, you know thought that she still confuse to chose lucas or blathazar. i thought tha she got a feeling too with blathazar although maybe she never show it as well like she show her feeling to lucas. well i like this story even lucas too, he is the one of my favorite, bianca got break up for a while with lucas but finally their love could be strong and in the end bianca just join in black cross too :D

Pride and Prijudice

guys guys guys, :D hey nice to see you here again, last day i just got a new book, umm or i can call it my favorite book ever, i want it for the long time and now i just got it , it called "pride and prijudice" yup its classic romance by jane austine. i got in in indonesia version and just pay 47.00 rupiah. :D

ok, seperti yang aku bilang this book is classic book, so ceritanya pasti classic banget, pertama terbit aja tahun 1813. cerita romance ini udah populer banget deh dari dulu dan well i'm lucky to find it. pertamanya sih ngga nemu tapi nemu juga :D

ok its telling about mr. darcy and miss elizzabet bennet yang awalnya saling tak menyukai menjadi seorang yang saling mangagumi. mr. darcy itu type orang yang bisa di bilang, angku sombong, pintar, tampan kaya, penuh pesona dan yeah sebenarnya dia baik. sedangkan lizzy, dia cantik, ceria ramah dan benar benar baik hati. mr. darcy adalah orang yang tak terlalu di sukai oleh banyak orang but well i dunno why but i think that i like him. ok maybe he's not a gud nice man, but if you look more inside in his self you'll find something more in mr. darcy. and lizzy uhh there's no comment for her, she is gud and almost perfect at the time :) and i just hope that i can be like them :) together forever and happy everafter :) so sweet romance